im going to write till it feels right.

when you don’t want to live in your own world, grab a book. <3 

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Keep calm and dance in the dark

Class never ends…

iight so this may be completely out of order and it may be because in order for me to go through what happen in 2010, i have to look at pictures. yea, shitty memory, dont ask. lol anywayyy, these are the moments i cherish of 2010

- going to hs graduation with my friend danny cuz he forced me to, and no one else wanted to go =’] 
-cake fighting lmao 
- playing three wall in the middle of tourneys at forest park 
-making friends in hs, the last semester lmao
-standing up for my friends at prom and ditching stupid bfs lol
- watching ma son take a tournament for the first time 
-beating up on people in handball at st. johns in singles =D
-going to like 100 movies with everyone lol
- running my own tourney- successfully ^_^
- finding out i didnt lose my scholarship… yet
- nott leaving the state when i get irrationally upset lmao
- breaking my vegetarian flow by eating a bacon cheeseburger 
- getting asked out by two different guys on the same day 
- the moment i told that stalker i had aids so he would leave me alone lmaoo
- the day i felt i belonged in engineering =’]
- not leaving my house for three days when i found out i didnt get into cornell =/ 
- falling alseep on emina while she was talking when we went to the beach lmao
- going to chillis for my birthday with “everyone” =’]
- not crying the entire day on 4.14 yay me
- signing up for college with toniann and angela 
-forcing danny to travel with me to multiple libraries in one day
- being friends n family for a day with mario watching people dance =]
- the day everyone lost me at st johns lmaooo
- walking the brooklyn bridge with toniann
- black friday shopping with mario just following me around stores lmaooo
- late night chimis with brian and danny 
- alllll the nights walking back from the ymca that would feel like forever if we didnt always have something to talk about
- getting a tattoo even though it took like 5 mins lmao
- falling in love with a tesla coil <3 
- spring break in floridaaa ^___^
- chrismas shopping with danny 
- teaching josh how to play chinese poker… niggas addicted 
- talking for hoursss with mario about… music lmao D=
- finishing my wall painting and then having to paint over it =[
- going with danny to get his permit
- baking for everyone’s birthday with loveeee as the first ingredient lmaoo 
- punching only two people, who well deserved it, in the face this year =D
- receiving a text message from the futureee 
- finding out the biggest stalker of my fb is my hs physics teacher lmaoo 
- proving im better than julio in cod
- admitting i can be wrong… sometimes lmao
- getting double teamed by josh and danny to admit i have “favorites” lmao
- almost breaking my neck while sledding with angela and emina
- two words- rainbow cookies. lmao
- having an 88 christmas tree =]

well damn. that was a pretty long list. im sure theres more i didnt take a picture of lol i guess between ending hs and taking on college, shit happens. good things happen. 2010 was awesome. 2011 will only have to be awesome-er lmao ^_^

-marilynn

so first blog..yea. intro to my life…people died, then more people died. but i lived. so here i am.. working to make them proud of me. playing sports, learning how to fight, hating on the government and never accepting a religion. oh and i love music. =D so who really knows whats going on..umm… no one. but as far as my life is going its the usual as always. graduating high school… not really gonna miss much there except for a few people. going to city college and tryna move out on my own because i dont want to be stuck in a place i dont like. also working on writing my own book… which has slowly decreased to no progress as my life finds new things to concentrate on. but i definitely would like to pick it up, just takes too much alone time. hmmm..world news… umm world cup…my bet is on argentina, although it just began two days ago. were still in the “war against terrorism” which is retarded and should be ended like…now. ohh and theres an oil spill in the gulf of mexico…which apparently no one can stop because this country sucks at priorities. kinda hoping this revolutuion of people that think for themselves takes over and we all adopt a whole new system where the government makes currency instead of the federal reserve which is owned by greedy bastards… but ya know im just a kid, for now. for now, i can just go to the park with the people i call my friends and get whatever is left of a childhood left till i start working on monday. yay life. lol… i shudnt have wrote my first blog upset on a toilet…but you know it is what it is… =D